19th Auqamarine Day, 101st Scroll - AM

Today is a wonderful day. I had such a moment of real life watching my family peacefully at sleep. Hearing them breathe, listening to all the small sounds and movements they make. Little Pickle is still not happy with the nightly weening, but I'm sure a few more weeks she'll get over not nursing at night. Simon is getting so big and heavy, growing up with so many fascinating ideas running through his mind. He's working harder to speak to us, but it's still a work in progress. Don't give up my son... My Mollianne, my Queen. She has been so wonderful to me this past week, slowly retrieving a bit of the heaven I knew. We just got done watching the Frontline episode "The Farmer's Wife," and I've come to realize things in life could be much worse for both of us.  You could be in finacial ruins and teaching your kids that they're going to grow up the same way, and just continue a great cycle of poverty like their parents. Time to grow up and be a real adult and see that not everything in life will be exactly as we want it, but we made a bunch of awesome soup on the 17th and it taste great. Low points and real healthy for all of us. How come it's not always that simple?? Well it works out well since we have them all jarred so we can take one out each day and eat it for lunch. My backs still not correct but feels better then it did two days ago. Trying to get back on my workout routine, since my Queen is kicking my ass in that department... But I'm still giving her a run for her points in the food department!!! Mwa ha ha!
We'll see how this week turns out on the 20th. Got a great weekend planned out with my sister and our really good friend Zach. Table games, Wii... Chili Cheese dip (OH so bad on the points list!) but oh so tasty. Well got binky's to get.