27th Pearl Day, 20th Scroll

My kids are finally home with Mii for the weekend... I feel life breathing into the house again, and then my soul begins to cry on the inside. A sadness and pain no drug could ever subside. I start to look around at my home and think... People say, don't worry it will get easier. Some say time heals, others sink away saying you just gotta stop caring. I'm lost in all of it. I try to stay positive everyday, I keep only my happy music about Mii, but I feel my breath sinking below the surface everyday. At least if I had people that were just using Mii, I might just be ok; but I don't even have that. I don't anything, except a little fufu dog that needs Mii to come home and let her out so she can go potty in the yard. I have no one calling Mii even once a week asking how your doing, I see everything as being pointless and sink further beneath this surface of darkness... I don't think I want to be saved any more.

19th Pearl Day, 107th Scroll

Flying high as clouds can take you.... WEEEEEEEEEEEK end is here, time to play down my lost causes and take up a new batch of responsibilities. To Mollianne, the mother of my two beautiful children; good or bad... ♥Happy Anniversary Babe!♥ Thankyou for all the years you have given Mii and I wish for you my best friend the best of things to come in the future. I am so happy, so swaying with the music. Did you know she got me an ITUNES card worth $50 for fathers day.... So damn cool, so light the room is so cool and happy.

13th Pearl Day, 219th Scroll

Went out drinking for the first time ever last night... Ended up at a birthday party @ The Thunderbirds off Waller Road & 72nd. Was fun, found out I really do like Smirnolf Ice Strawberry. Will report more later, for now I am the only one that's not having trouble recuperating... :D

1st Pearl Day, 100th Scroll

If you truly know me, if you truly do care about me then you will know this:
I am very, very sad. I am torn apart so carefully that depression can't describe the hell that I feel in my soul. If I do not talk to you, it is not cause I am angry... It is my way to give you space, time and freedom from me. I am no longer your problem. Worry not but for the future before you. I will always be here, I will always be waiting and if ever you need something you know I'll be there, I'll Be There!! Enough has been said, there is no more time for me to talk and waste your day.