Truth & Prophecies PT 1

For a time there are difficulties that sub due the mind and turn tragic events into mass chaos. We are by far further and further more dragging ourselves through a pit of rancid poison strung upon blades so sharp, so tiny that we are unaware of how surrounded by them we truly are. Such short time a month is, so short the time that memories linger on with a smile and laughter while the reality of life crushes the heart and brings tears to the soul. Difficulties that we see so much simpler then the person who carries their burden. So I see that my decisions of late have been a wonder of sweet destruction. At least she tried to give me a chance, that I really could have asked more of. Tis with admirable faith that I except the decisions she has made for herself and the romance we could have had. I did see the gap between what we both held as direction of life, however; one can always accompany ones journey to reach there own goal too in the end.
Sad though, and with a loss of heart she must fly. They say you can not keep a beautiful bird caged if it must fly, and if it wants to be kept it will return. I would have much rather enjoyed her taking the advice of others and following through with us being together and me being good for her in the chaos that she roams with. Though it as before not by my personal choice that things present themselves as they are this night. It has been my pleasure to honestly be able to say that Silver you were my girlfriend. You have much growth and problems to endure before you will see the light of how life wanted you to truly be treated as a person of respect and stature. Although I deserve great things, once of my positive mind also knows when he must do the right thing and let life flow like the river it is and let this fall from my hands. I will always carry a very special spot for you in my kingdom of the light sphere. You gave me a chance and showed me that it is still possible to have a new life with another. My family will gather around me and show support with much love, as the release of my emotions will run deep for a short period of time. In one months time I learn to love, travel, be crazy and bring my self full circle back to the place of loneliness that I began in. Only difference now is the ugliness is gone, the rainbow sits above my home and I am strong enough to move forward on my own.
I have nothing to offer that can not be found in another, but I do have friends that can never be taken from me unless by the faith itself. I now smile for myself instead of smiling for others. My skin will grow cold as my heart grows warmer then the sun and all that will ever be seen is the simple touch of my finger overflowing with positive energy of the central universe. Keep running in place, the scenery will change even though you don't see it before the naked eye.