Truth & Prophecies PT 6

I cried today from all the happiness built up inside my heart... I thanked God for bringing you into my life and yet I still shed tears of joy as I write this message about you. I know who I am now, I know what I want and I know how far I'd go to have it all. That includes you Nikki, You in my life forever to the day that I last breathe. You are but 1,037 Miles from me and I want to see you everyday. I wait day in day out to hear from you, and the smile it brings when you call me could light up the entire state of Washington. You have stolen my heart in such a way that I doubt the survival rate should anything negative come upon the situation, but with grace and pride and the passion for glory in the eyes of the heaven's you and I shall be together. Baby steps, small stone throws, what ever it takes to bring us together completely. Some day you may end up reading this, and I hope you do. I want you to know that at this very moment I've only seen you physically once in my life but I have talk to you just about everyday since that glorious moment and Nikki, I am in love with you. I can not and will not hide my thoughts for this is why I have this out let, so when their are moments in waiting you will know I was thinking about you all the time. You have brought peace to me soul, focus to my life and desire to live so freely. You except me for me, you laugh at the things we joke about, you make fun of me and I know you can do one hell of a Godzilla growl. When I look back at this day in my memories after our lives have come full circle and have joined together I will know now as I do then how much I love you with all my soul has to offer. The beauty and grace of who you are to me is an energy beyond words that even the greatest dictionary could ever house. Nikki, I have reached my turning point to say that I will come to you every chance I get and I will keep coming until you say yes! You are a do or do not moment in time and if I do not then it will be the worst decision I will have ever made should I not pursue you. Soon as I have my Taxes and Car situation take care of I will be at your door with flowers and steak :D
I know it may scare you, may even seem impossible to run the whole long distance relationship thing but I'm willing to go as far as I can to make this happen. I have already thought it through to prepare myself for when we come to live together. Sure we'll date if that is what pleases you, I will do all that I can and is necessary to show you my dedication and want for you. I know you'll be scared to move if that ever becomes the topic of the moment, but you and your son are in my life now until the day should you ever tell me to leave. I am here now for you, sworn by the grace of God that I have been give the ultimate gift of finding you. I'm not expecting change right away, this is so much even unto me but with everything in order I shall do my hearts greatest to show the world you are the Queen I've been searching for and that the world I live in will tell you that I will take you until the day we are called to the heavens to return home. Nikki, I am yours whole and pure. Loyal to the end, and I shall spread the glory the day you say yes. I am coming soon, prepare to have my eyes look upon you with so much love.. That it will break me the moment I have to go home because I live here waiting for you. Always & Forever